assalamualaikum and hello.
I really
really miss my sister. She is the only younger sister I have. We share story,
we fight, we eat, we scream, we make jokes. Lot of stuff we did together. But now
shes gone. pursue her studies. For the first time I knew that she gonna further
her studies far away from hometown I cried. You know the feeling when someone
who always be with us suddenly ‘disappeared’. it’s a shame when I cried just
becoz of this. Some people might say ‘she only pursue her studies. Not ran away
from home’ yah its really true but I even didn’t realize my tears would burst
out when hearing bout the news.
Shes 17
now. But yet she still looks like a girl from standard six. She is very
childish. Not like the other girl who had same age with her. Shes really
innocent and not matured at all. But that’s make her more special. Everyone got worried when shes gonna leave home
and live in another place which is 100miles away from home. But whether we like
it or not she still going. Its not like we want to ‘keep’ her forever. Like my
parent said ‘let her know the world’ yah my parent said that. But I know they
only said to ease their feeling. Deep in their heart they still worried.
She has the
same habit with me. Shes not only my sister but more likely as my best friend. We
always imagine something funny and end up laughing crazily. And if we
found or see something ‘weird’, we will touch each other and make eye contact. Hahaa
that was our secret signal. No one knows bout this signal. I can tell her
anything. We shared lot of stories. Even sometimes she acts as my diary. I can tell
her bout my problems. And so do her. We keep telling each other stories that
cannot be shared with other people.
It’s about 2 months since she leave home. I feel
lonely. If im sad no one will hear my problem. I cannot complain to anyone. No one
accompany me sleep. I cant tell story anymore. Every night we will call her. Asking
bout her studies, what she eats. Common questions. Sometimes she ask me
childish question like ‘do I need to read this? Do I need to give it to them? Do
I need to write it?’ its like she still cannot make her own decision. Sometimes
I feel worry bout her. She is tooo kind. I don’t want someone take advantage on
her kindness. I hope she will get good friends. And I always pray for her
health and studies.
Do come
back quickly. I miss you :’)
Yours truly
sister.
p/s: please ignore my bad English. My English suck.
(biasa lah
anak melayu makan sambal belacan dan budu!)
BTW HAPPY
RAMADAN.
Okbye.
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